I am for all accounts and purposes, back from Haiti well and in one piece. No disastrous floods this time, no late night encounters with cats pretending to be rats, no infections or upset stomachs, no crazy 32 hour shifts. But a lot of work and busyness none the less. Nicole and I worked together for 12 days in Haiti, assisting with the care of 18 children receiving surgery for hydrocephalus. It was a busy and sometimes very stressful time. Nursing in Haiti is all about adaptability, flexibility and being open to new solutions to problems. Being creative with resources is always a challenge but we managed somehow, probably because we had some experience in May to back us up.
But none the less, there were difficult moments. The two night shifts that we did, both in the acute post-op period, we lost a child each night. That was difficult. These kids, here in North America, would have been in ICU with constant monitoring and care and would have at least had a fighting chance. In Haiti, with the respirator lying forlornly in the corner covered with cobwebs and leaves, with no hi-tech equipment and limited training, we were forced to accept that we can't fix everything. We were face to face with death of little ones, whom our Father had called home earlier than what we would have hoped for, with frustrations that we could do so little. Yet, somehow, we are called to rest in the knowledge that God does indeed know what He's doing, what plans He has for us, too big for us to imagine or understand at the time.
Yet, we were granted the strength to keep going and were blessed with good health in general for most of the kids. A few spots of diarrhea, some intermittant fevers and two children requiring additional antibiotics rounded out our week at the hospital. On Tuesday morning, most of the kids had already left to head home for their recovery so it felt weird to enter the ward and not see everyone's smiling faces, not to hear Christopher say "good morning, i love you, how are you?" - the limited English that we taught him during his stay. I can honestly say i miss the kids and their faces and smiles. I am very glad we had the chance to work in Haiti again and to serve in even a very small capacity. Below is a photo of our team (minus the one crazy chick second from the left whom i have no idea who she is and she managed to worm her way into our photo, much to my chagrin!! I'll try to photo-shop her out of there!)
From left to right, myself, unknown Haitian lady (grr), great IV nurse, sister Genevieve, Gladys (our amazing Haitian nurse), Nicole, Nadine (our night nurse) and Carol, our co-ordinator.