116 days

Well, as my dear mother has suggested, there are less days to go until the big day.  116 to be precise.  Amazing how time just keeps ticking away, we count days until the wedding, others count days until school is done or vacation starts... and i am excited.  Someone at work asked me tonight how things were going and wasn't i just super excited?  And i had to think that perhaps i need to be a mite more bubbly and outwardly pumped... i think that inwardly i smile nonestop... but maybe i need to let that out a bit more freely!  So just know that i am happy and excited to be marrying my dear fellow.  I miss him so much during the week - and with every day that we count down, it's another day that we come closer to the day when we are united as husband and wife.  And all the steps along the way of making decisions about what sheets to buy or how many of this or that to order don't really amount to a hill of beans in the end right?  They are just the little tiny building steps along the road to a wedding which is but a step on the journey of married life for which there needs to be infinitely more preparation.  Hmmm.. sometimes i wonder how our lives will look in a year from now but we leave that in the hands of God who knows our ways and has them planned out before one of us even came to be.  That's comforting in a world of uncertainty!  Praise God!